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The child was angelic and that was recognizable and verbally
acknowledged at birth. The parents were humble and a little self
conscious about such remarks and sometimes wondered if all parents
thought that of their own children. It’s impossible to be objective about
one’s own flesh and blood and all of the possibilities of everything good
about oneself emanating from something so precious, loving, joyful and
totally mesmerizing.

This boy child, with his ocean of blue eyes: eyes that seduced you into
pondering the greater questions in life and fiercely bought about an
obsession of guardianship and protection; a will to make the Earth and
mankind a better proposition. The child shone; his translucent skin
radiated light, not that you saw the light as such, but you felt it, you were
compelled to touch him, to sit silently and watch him, to allow your heart
to stretch into him and pull from him that pure, innocent, joyful essence
that filled and surrounded him.

He was curious and accepting; wanting to know how everything worked,
not to identify the good and bad of things but simply to understand the
nature of things. The basis of his insatiable curiosity was a burning
desire to improve things, to heal, to lift or lighten, to connect and to
create. To speak of his intellect would suggest that I understood his
ability to inhale knowledge but my understanding of that is as impotent as
my understanding of stars and miracles.

As a young man he travelled the world, always gathering people,
inspiring them, touching them in ways that their skin still carries his finger
prints. Strangers who crossed paths for only a fragment of a day hold
sacred a simple sentence that he casually stated but in a profound way
changed their direction and purpose. Men, women and children, fell
easily in love with him, and in silence I can still hear the echoes of them
calling out to him to come back.

Oh I could speak endlessly of the honour and privilege of being blessed
with the many, but too few, years he held space in my life, but I must also
acknowledge the dark side of too much love; the devastation, the
inconsolable grief and the tragedy of losing love. It is near on impossible
to view death as anything less than punishment. Oh and how
disappointed he would be to hear me say this, but I sometimes implode
into myself with a belief that such a punishment was in retribution by the
Gods for some sin of mine. I sometimes search the dark of night in
search of answers to this question. I have no answers, only the stale
smell of guilt, the pungent aftertaste of wondering if I loved too little, -
rendering myself unworthy.

The reality is that angels are only borrowed, they can not be possessed
nor can they be protected. An Angel's life on Earth is a big life in a small
time frame; like a waterfall refreshing a desert, like the sun rising out of
the dark, like laughter ringing through a memory, like a tiny fragment of
time in which we remember that time is eternal and we almost understand
it.

Logically I understand that taking responsibility, or holding resentment, or
feeling cheated might suggest that I have power or influence over life and
death. I do not. I have been touched by an angel, the meaning of that
gives me hope; hope to live fully and peace about dying.

Leaves turn red and gold and fall as seeds push through the Earth and
life continues.


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